starting few days ago, i was totally addicted to a song namely 你是我的眼, sung by a blind singer 萧煌奇. i get to know dis song coz its sung by my fav gonna-be singer in a singing programme called 超级星光大道, sort of taiwanese version of american idol. anyway, after i listened to dis song sung by the original, i tink i idolise dis blind singer. i kip on luking for dis music in youtube, which is full of comments lyk, 'evrytym i listen to dis song, i cry', 'he is amazing...'

honestly speaking, for the very 1st tym i listen to dis song during dat singing programme, i dunlyk it. but after listening to it for a couple of tyms, im totally totally totally addicted to its music n LYRICS. damn it, the lyrics is so (Y) to max berabis. 

i ll put on sum sentences.

如果我能看得见。。。就能准确的在人群中，牵住你的手。
如果我能看得见， 就能驾车带你到处遨游， 就能惊喜地从背后，给你一个拥抱。
如果我能看得见， 生命也许完全不同。
眼前的黑不是黑，你说的白是什么白。。。<--- dis is so kasian.
我望向你的脸，却只能看见一片虚无。
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了廉，忘了掀开。<---- dis is damn kasian.

then the rests r abt luv stuff, i tink. so i dun reali wanna post. coz its damn tiring to type in chinese. 

well, translations for those who cant read. dun blame my poor translation skills.

If I can see.... I can hold your hands among the crowds.
If I can see, I can drive you to everywhere, I can give you a surprising hug from behind.
If I can see, perhaps my life will be entirely different.
The black before me is not black, what's the white you are talking about?
I look at yur face, but i can only see nothing.
Is it that the god cover a curtain in front of my eyes, n forgot to open it.

shyt, pyh ehh translating ni. i apologise agen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-w8WK1KBS4&mode=related&search=

dis is the link when he sang dis song in one singing programme. yes, taiwan got many singing programmes. i tink he sang b8r now compared to his mv, which was published in 2002. u can just upload for 3 min. coz the rests is not the song anymore.

i actually planned to go to uk wif one big luggage n one sprt bag as a hand luggage. evryting went smoothly when i packed my tings in. then i just realised, my sport bag was too small for the xray film. sasak ehh.wat for they wanna put dat xray film in such a huge 'envelope'. no choice, i tink i haf to buy another medium sized luggage as my hand luggage. the sport bag ll b in the cargo. so i haf to took evryting out from the sport bag agen. 

dere r few problems posing as well, which suggest me to buy another medium sized luggage as my hand luggage. bof my luggages im using r full, leaving no space for casual clothings, cv files, xray film, n laptop. dese should b in my hand luggage. im tinking of putting sum buks (pyp) in my cargo luggage, the sport bag. so at the end, i haf 2 luggages for cargo, one is the big one, one is the sport bag. hand luggage will b the medium sized luggage which i ll b buying soon. i ll get it soon since im quite free after tue. 

visa? i seriously feel lyk swearing, n i tink the entry clearance officer in british high com wanted to swear more than me. anyway, on the last day of our pre-departure briefing, we r told to make visa n made appointment online. bla3, i dun reali get it. i tink, we nid to make an appointment to hand in ol the documents we haf n haf the biometric stuff, n on dat day when we handed in those documents, we nid to make another appointment to collect visa, dats wat i tink.

i din make any appointment, i just went in wif ol my stuff ready, i tot. few prbs posing, 1st, the acceptance letter i haf from my school said, 2007-2008, showing one yr course. she said, she nid a letter dat made it clear dat the course is a 2 yrs course, either the letter contains the words '2yrs' or ' 2007-2009'. apparently, i had another letter at my home dat was printed 2 yrs course. she even showed me the sample. another prb, the sponsorship letter from gvmt, she wanted it in english, showing it to b a 2yrs course as well. she showed me the sample agen, it luk entirely dif wif wat we got. she said, the gvmt had made the same tings agen n agen. so immediately i came, she noes wat she should say oredi.

n i feel dat she is very kasian lah. coz at dis period of tym, many ppl wanna apply for visa. non-stop. then she has to repeat the mistakes to 40+ ppl. n she nid to pick up col n luk for a file dat contains the document dat is needed for the person on the line. then she has to luk for files dat contain the samples for me. ol by herself. my gawt, if i were her, i ll swear n crush the phone n shout, i quit my job! if rue were her, rue ll go to feng man lou n eat dim sum then go back home st n nvr appear inside the high com.

being random here (barutah col random dis coz it got no link to my title), its 3+ now, n i havent showered. its 3+ now, n im still sweating in my room; beads of perspiraton formed on my forehead n dropped on my arm, n im not kidding. y? coz, my house got no water due to the rosak pump. my air con rosak, which gaf me difficult sleeps for days, n extremely difficult sleep yesterday nyt. my room was hotter than outside wif my air con on. i din open my window coz im a bit scared, since my room ll b exposed directly to the hill bhind my house, n i m scared of sum stuff u noe, l8r come into my room. dats y lohhh. my room no fan lagituu, nowdays punya weather hot brabis lagi. no wind, high temperature, humid.

p/s remember to bring cv file. i nearly forget it.
pp/s how big is u ppl punya hand luggage? coz cant too big ryt, but has to b big enuf for the xray film.

last sun, the last day of brunie sale, my family went to haf last min shopping to buy stuff i nid in uk. we went to emporium seri then kiulap hua ho. we r the last customers on the 2nd floor n one of the few last customers in the whole building. its lyk so syiok.

immediately after we pay our $$, ol the staff on dat floor followed us down the escalator. n ol the lights of 2nd floor were then switched off when we stepped on the escalator. 3rd floor was all-black min ago.

then when we arrived the ground floor, i saw few customers paying at the counter. u could c the mild reflection of the mopped-floor. automatic door turned manual. the security had to hold the door open, using his hands man~~~ dats lyk so cool.

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i love dog& 911, deaf, contact solution coz i tink dat they r the most ridicuous one.

A very good morning to everyone here. I’m one of the eleven students who are taking the DANA scholarship. I would like to thanx everyone who has devoted your effort and time to make me who I’m now, allowing me to get hold of this golden opportunity to study abroad.

The first people I would like to thx are definitely my parents. From the simplest matter, such as sending me to the school and picking me up from the school, to something crucial like giving me moral support, assisting me in joining activities and providing me everything I need to obtain good grades. And yet, all of these occupy only a small fraction of a lengthy list. They have done too much!

Teachers. There are too many who I would like to say thank you with my sincere heart. I will never forget my teachers here, who offer me an unforgettable education. I would like to mention our great teacher, Ms Siow, who has retired due to some health problem. Incontrovertibly, her teaching will be carved in my mind forever. I appreciate her teaching and moral advices, which I believe to be useful in my entire life. I wish her all the best…

My words of encouragement are ‘Just… do your homework.’ I personally take homework as an important key to success in academic studies. Homework helps to organize your minds, strengthen your concepts, and even help you to memorize facts and formula. So, it’s really important that you do your homework all by yourself. Mistakes are inevitable, but what’s more important is, know where you get wrong and learn from your mistakes.

Pay attention in your lessons, do your homework, no last-minute revision, and good grades will never be beyond your grasp!

p/s i did dis in less than 10 min. *prasan

the sky is so blue i tink it does have weight and i can hold it in my hands. feathery white clouds decorate the peaceful sky wif pieces of purity. gust whispers in my ear, blowing off the warmth gathering in the air around me. its 15th july, our beloved sultan's birthday...

anyway~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i woke up at 6 dis morning, preparing myself for the hadrah. i went to school then bandar by bus and lined up. suspense ehh, coz sumtyms, dat one person ll beat the opening hadrah beats, n we tot his majesty had arrived. or sumtyms, sum1 blew whistle, mcm a signal lagituu. n not to mention, dere is one policeman, kept on driving past the road wif its siren on. at least 5 tyms. at the end, when we saw him , we were lyk, 'yea, u agen.' n dere was one tym, we saw him parking his motorbike, then few min later, he drove past the road agen, seemed lyk he had used other's motorbike. 

anyway, i saw wazir, dpmm, and bendahara, b4 sultan arrived. my gawt, they radiated one kind of aura. finally, sum1 played the opening beats, n evry1 started playing, marking the arrival of sultan. we kept on playing n playing n playing, n we saw no sign of his majesty arrival, n honestly, lactic acid had accumulated in my hands' muscle. finally agen, huge motorbikes rode by policemen drove by in an extreme slow speed, n the motorbikes were in an arrow shape. then sum trucks, n huge car, yes, his majesty was sitting inside, waving to us. bla3, we stopped playing.

we then went to take our food, ate, then came back. sultan was the 1st to leave now, n he waved agen, soon after his majesty's car drove past, one student waved to him in vain. after ol important royal familied members left, we stopped our hadrah. finish~~

btw, dere was one dude, i din noe which school he came from, but his pants was going to drop man. as said by one boy, his pants was setengah jubur. dat explains evryting.

WARNING: NOT TO B READ WIF YUR STOMACH FULL. N TO WAN SHI, NEVER EVER READ DIS POST!!!!


we haf done many tings for carnival on sunday, starting from our june hols. zazi n me were in charge of fear factor. at the end, when SHE reshuffled evryting, we were still the only one. n towards the end, SHE called zazi to help out in charity sales, leaving me alone. luckily, noting much to b done dere, so sumtyms, yes, sumtyms, zazi ll come n help me out. well, dere is nothing much to b done actually. just persuading ppl to sign up for fear factor, which would b held at 3pm. 

at the end, dere were arnd 13 ppl joining dis event. the1st task is to catch dead lizard from smelly jelly, which stinks n luks disgusting. its green colour and contains sago, n its sticky berabis. i asked my maid to catch 10 lizards crawling ol arnd my house, n she managed to catch them n kill them by freezing them in the freezer. those lizards r disgusting to max, coz after freezing, sum were stuck together, so i nid a pair of chopstick to break them off, then put one by one from my container to the smelly jelly. my gudness, its scary. n, dere is a huge one wif its eyes wide opened, staring at me. btw, dere were black spots ol over the lizards' body. zazi frightened face was just so priceless, when i brought the lizards near her. damn funnyzz.

2nd task was just eating tofu n celery in a stink sauce. 3rd task was to drink mixture of coffee, tea and milo, but only diluted berabis. i tried it, then i spat (is spat past tense of spit?) out immediately coz its just so diluted. well, evry1 can actually drink it , its just diluted. i din drink it coz i dun wanna take the risk.

anyway, so the rule was, after u haf found 1 lizard, brought dat lizard to a table where the foods were prepared, after u haf finished the food, rushed to the table where drinks were prepared. 1st 3 ppl who managed to finish these 3 tasks would b the winners.

so anyway, when the event started, evryting was considered out of my expectation. 1st, they caught the lizards n placed on the table. then they ate the celery wif the toothpick provided, but since toothpick couldnt b used to pick up the tofu. they used their hands, which had just immersed in the green jelly and were used to hold the lizards for a few seconds, to send the tofu to their mouths. im lyk, holy shit!!!

at the 2nd task, 2/3 ppl accidentally drop the celery to the table, which was so dirty, n they put it back to the plate n was abt to eat it. but zazi was dere to stop them by saying they were disqualified for dropping it our from the plate. bsides 2 ppl who finished the 2nd and 3rd tasks in ease, the others were struggling hardly in the 2nd task. their eyes were bloodshot berabis, n the food were staying in their mouth for so long, refusing to b swallowed down to stomach.

for a relative long period of tym, finally, one person finished the 2nd task n went to 3rd task, which was then tackled in ease, compared to the 2nd task. 

the 1st winner was gud, coz he din use his hand to eat the food, but held the plate up and poured the food to his mouth.

after dat, i went to walk arnd, luk at ppl playing in game zome, n chit chat, bla3, staying in the room, where prizes were placed. during the stage performances, dere was one woman,perhaps the dj or watsoever, trying to pull me to the stage. i freaked out berabis, n escaped from her grasp. zai n other guys ran immediately, shyt. coz i din c her coming to me. 

btw, sori to say dis lah, coz mb when u were reali busy, i din c dat. but cm, yur job was reali fun. u just kept on staring at the screen, n even played the games for once or twice ryt. n u were so attracted to the screen dat even when a customer wanna throw money to yur face, u din even notice dat, till i told u. my gawt. 

btw, i played bouncer, how long has it been since the last tym i placed my feet on dat rubber, which exerted an opposite force when u jumped on it. n oso the sliding bouncer. it was just so nice. but i played for a while only lah, coz sum1 stopped us. then we cleaned the school till 7+, n stayed in counselling room. i watced them playing DDR.

hadrah team performed for mb1 today during minggu budi bahasa opening ceremony. i only made one mistake, a so-not-obvious one tho. haha, so happy. coz they modified it a little bit at the end. n i only managed to catch up a few final practices coz i was col by cikgu harisah to type n print the program buklet of mbb closing ceremony. 

anyway, the mistake i made was only meant to hadrah ppl coz non-hadrah ppl wont understand. syikin wanted me to play cancang ryt, but i accidentally play pukulan lima. so i quickly changed to cancang after beating 1 set of pukulan lima.

n dis is my 1st tym wearing baju cara melayu wif sinjang. my gawt, hot berabis. i meant bof kind of meanings. hehe. i cant believe its so hot man. n the sinjang tight lagituu. at 1st, it kips on falling, despite the help from 3 or more boys. at the end, dere is one guy who i dunno how to spell his name, i tink is rifaie helped me then barutah its ok. but its tight. n many ppl said i luk so hot!! i wanna say, BIASA!!!!! luk who is wearing it ppl. well, dat shirt is reali nice. thx to one hadrah dude col hafiy, the owner of dat baju.

just now went to school for hadrah practice, then suddenly, due to the fact dat only 2 guys were present, so i was 'selected' to b the 'ketua'. coz the another more pro guy couldnt come for next practices. sigh~~ actually, i dun wanna b one. coz pyh. but then, now, i memorise >90% of the beats. so i believe i can tackle it. yer~~~~ the only ting i haf to overcome is: tahan ol those laughters from whoever, eg. rue, suang, cm, malays, mix-bloods, south americans blablabla, and of coz indians. i tink i haf sum kind of obsession towards indians. i dunno wat happens to me. in fact, i lyk indian movies anyway. it sumhow amuses me. lol.

cz i cant transfer my music files from my old laptop to my new laptop, i terpaksa re-dl evryting. now, i still got 200+ MB to work on. but im very happy, coz i dl-ed more than 200 songs. just few more hrs, evryting in my old laptop ll b present in m new laptop.

int he afternun, i went to ask if i could haf a change of earpiece coz its bidah. he said, no, coz dats the only one available. unless i wanna buy a new one. n i bought, coz i reali coulnt tahan dat another earpiece. $10. sigh. not bad tho. white colour, n yellow-orange colour at the part where u pasang it into yur ear. dere r other available, pure white, but $12. n grey colour, $6, but dinmatch wif my ipod. so i din buy.

hols coming to an end. i tink dis is the busiest hols i haf ever had. my gawt. how can u col dis a hols for waking up at 6 or 7+ for more than half of the hols. sigh berabis. i finished my hols hw tho. but i din follow my plan. i planned to study for chem, since qualifying will b held at the beginning of july. but then i got no mood at ol. partly bcoz of sship, if i gt it, who cares abt qualifying, well, i ll still sit for it, but mb dun haf much pressure. can spend more tym on activities. anyway, i wanna plan my tymtable for qualifying by luking at the hw diary. darn!! qualifying is at the beginning of AUGUST not july. sigh agen.

quiz to ol geniuses: how many tyms haf i sighed?

lets pray for my success in hadrah.

today, dere is a hadrah competition in ms. gals 1st, then boys. gals one r not bd, dats the only ting left in my mind after listening to boys pnya, coz boys punya r so gud dt no space in my brain left for gals'. anyway, from wat chien hau wrote, ms gals emerged as champion in gals category. n the way izyan lifted the trophy made me lyk -.-lll  it just luks weird. 

the guys' hadrah r reali so cool. coz its not only music, but stage performance. they haf to design  creative poses. lyk dere is one team impressed me so much, coz they stomped the stage wif a loud 'bom' sounds. then u noe, during the ending part, when they played the tar (hadrah tingy) in high speed, one line moved forward and stopped wif a 'pa' sound played. then silence. then they played in high speed lagi, the next line moved forward, till evry1 was in the front. they then ended their performance wif a last 'pa' sound n bravo posing. the posings r so incredible. i dunno how to describe, so malay traditional-ish but modern lagituu.

spiking of modern, sum of the teams played reali modern tempo tho its quite short. got rock, jazz bla3. so cool n fun to listen to rhythms played using brunei traditional 'instruments'. n one team played a modern tempo dat reminded me of a song wif lyrics: we will we will rock u. i dunno y, but dis song just whispered in my mind.